Hello readers! :) Sorry for not updating consistently.. I was feeling rather lethargic and sick this past 2 days.. have been vomitting for several times... but naah, its okay. I guess its normal? :) Ha, so yeap! Life has been so mundane.. I didn't talk much.. I guess I miss my best friend too much.. My handphone is always with me and I never activate it into silent mode eversince she went for a holiday.. every moment I'm waiting for her call but to no avail.. :( I guess its because of the situation there that prevent her from calling me. I heard from Shafi that it's raining very heavily in India that causes the electricity in every house to get disconnected! Pity my pupe.. wondering how's she surviving there.. :( When will you come back pupe? There are three souls thinking about you everyday! :( Come back soon okay, love? :) IMYSM! I'm missing my favourite twins too! :( Come back soon laaahhhhhh!! :(
Okay, let me continue.. Hmm, so yeap.. yesterday I went to send pupe to the airport.. Something happened before i make my way to pupe's house.. It was a rather emotional moment.. Pupe was on the verge of crying while talking on the phone with me.. I was already crying so badly that my eyes turned swollen! :( However, after all that.. I went to get my morning prayers done.. Got changed and made my way to pupe's house! By the time I reached, everyone was there.. I felt so bad.. :( Anyhoos.. on the way to the airport was super fun.. All of us were talking crap in the van.. laughing our hearts out..eating our breakfast with smiles on our faces.. no one showed their misery, yet.
It was only when we arrived at the airport that everybody started to show their sadness bit by bit.. Starting off with mussadik.. :( He didn;t even talk.. he was either smiling( a little bit ) or noddind his head.. He didn't mention a word.. :( Followed by Shafi.. he's expression was so undescribable.. but i;m certain that he was controlling his tears.. Dayah and me can see that very clearly.. I guess, at that point of time.. only dayah & me were able to control our emotions.. we threw away our sadness.. i guessed dayah managed to do that.. but not me.. I was trying so hard, very hard.. but i failed eventually.. especially when she was suppose to go in.. :( i hugged her so tightly.. :( and i whispered to her.. saying that I love her very much! After hugging her, i hugged pupe's mummy! :( Followed by her dad.. but i didn't hug him! He merely stroke my head gently.. :( Ohhhhhhh GOD, i'm missing pupe so badly now! :(
After all the huggings and goodbyes.. she went in.. as she walked, i could see that she was wipping off her tears.. :( i really felt like crying as i waved at her.. but i controlled.. u guys wanan know why?
a little conversation of me and mussadik..
mussy: you don't cry ah.. if you do, i will too.
me: erhh. *smilling a little*
That's the reason why I didn't cry.. also, if i cried.. i bet Shafi will cry too! :( So yeah, I just hang it there. After the emotional moment.. we walked away from that place and took the sky train to Terminal 3.. We walked and walked as we chat.. Then we took the train home. :(
In the train.. Shafi was standing alone at a corner.. Dayah was sleeping.. so left me and mussy standing.. we chatted all the way until he alighted.. yeahh. the converstaion was all about pupe. We're telling eahc other how much will we miss her.. and all. :(
So.. yeap. thats about pupe's trip! :( I MISS HER SO FREAKING MUCH!! :(
As for today, I rot at home! Haha. Actually nope! I didn't rot.. I was cleaning my room just now.. but it has yet to be completed! I shall continue my spring cleaning tmr! :)
Okay darlings! I shall update tmr? Take care! :DD
Labels: airport, bestfriend, favourite twins
