
I can't sleep now.. I seriously can't sleep! I just went to the toilet.. and started coughing a little bit.. Then i feel that the phlegm in my throat is irritating me.. then when i spit out the phlegm.. it was covered in blood. Arrgggggh, what's wrong with me? And my mum kept saying that i look like a corpse. I look so pale. :( What's happening? I'm afraid. I want to sleep badly but i just simply can't.. I've been looking pale for quite some time and having terrible headaches at times. :( My mum said that perhaps I miss someone too much.. I know that I miss pupe, terribly... and i miss that someone badly too. Hmmm.