I can't sleep! I can't sleep! :( Butterflies are in my stomach currently although the time is 5 hours away, before my results will be released.. :( I feel like crying and I may just burst out any moment but I don't wish to make my parents worried.. :( I feel like going to the toilet but when I went in.. nothing happened. :( I kept shivering from just now.. my feet & hands are feeling very cold right now, EXTREMELY cold. :( Ohhh God, I suddenly start to reminisce about what I had been doing for the first few months of 2008! :( I fooled around, I played too much.. I didn't paid any attention to my school work.. As a result, my results deteriorate. :( I have no confidence to step into the school, I don't have the courage to face my teachers and parents. If I were to do badly, I will not only be disappointing myself but also those around me, my parents, cheesy, teachers.. :( Arrrrrrrrrrrrghhhh, i can't hold it any longer. :'(
