20th of April 2009 was a new beginning for me. Eveything was new, the environment, the feelings and the people around me. I thought that throughout my entire 3 years in Ngee Ann, i will be a loner. I was wrong, indeed.
On that very day, i was all alone in the morning. I did tried to smile and make friends but some of them were very shy then. Luckily, i saw Amira, my junior back in secondary school, whom I've never talked to before. She went for lunch with me on that very day. We stick together for a while on that day until we have to go to different classes.
When I was on my way to CNP, i was a loner. Again. Nevertheless, when I reached the classroom, I saw Ayu. She was in black with white tudung. I smiled and she started talking to me. We talked and thats when we became friends!
Then, came Dayang with her purple shirt and grey jeans. From far, she smiled. We still did not talk yet until we reached FON class. She was in the same group as me. She was the only person that I knew in the group. We talked and thats when we became friends.
While I was in the FON room, sitting next to Dayang, I saw Syafa sitting opposite of me. She was wearing a black striped shirt with jeans and a headband on her hair. I looked at her but she seems to ignore me.. and we didn't talk, not even a smile.
Somehow, the teacher asked us to mingle around and we changed our sitting places again. I saw Hana, sitting at the same place at me. I was facing her directly. I find that she is very pretty. I want to smile but she didn't seem to bother. :( we didn't talk then.
Finally, lesson ended at 6 on that day. I went home with Dayang, happily. I was shy but I felt comfortable. We had a great chat in the bus before we alight and headed towards different ways.
Second day of school began, I went to school. All ALONE. I was so afraid and shy. I, myself was unsure why.
It was only when I was walking towards the NSL lab that I saw Hana, Syafa and Ayu standing together talking. It made me feel worst cause I thought that they won't talk to me since they blend in so well. BUT! I was absolutely wrong! The moment Hana saw me, she smiled and wave! I felt so relieved at that point of time and i waved back with a smile. (:
I walked over to the 3 of them and we shake hands. Hana introduced me to Syafa and thats when we started smiling and asking each others name.
When NSL ended, we went out of the lab and started talking. It seems like we've known each other for a long period of time. We started laughing, cracking jokes while eating, sharing problems. At that time, instantly we became good friends.
I was so happy!
I thank God for giving me such good friends that never fails to make me laugh each day in school.
Dayang, Hana, Syafa, Amira and Ayu, they just make my dayy, everyday! Although Amira is not in the same class with me at all except for lecture, I am close to her! The feeling just come.. Maybe, the time that the both of us spent during CA makes us feel so bonded.
I love my girls.
Nevertheless, my 3 sayangs. You girls are greatly missed! REALLY! :(
Sheirin Habibah, it's been almost 3 weeks since i last saw you and it has been almost 1 week since I last talked to you. I missed you like hell. I know that you won't be reading this but i'd like to say, i love you.
Nur Hidayah, it's been almost a month since i last saw you. Although we chatted in msn that day, it wasn't enough. I missed you so much.
Perhaps,you'd be reading this, i'd like to tell u that i love you.
Nur Humaira, it's been almost a month, too since i last saw you. you are greatly missed my dear. i love you.
I hope that we can meet up soon.
Till then.
